I Wanna Die ??!!

Something's really weird about this month.

Everybody close to me, people I love (especially girls) is facing one or other kind of problems. Related to life, health, economy or something else...

This month ain't the best one for me either but I'm not feeling like wanna die!

Yes, all of a sudden they all just want to die, to get rid of their problems. My ex-girlfriend, my present girlfriends, My brother from another mother...
It's so weird and...scary. It's like, "The Happening" has entered them.


What shall I do? After explaining them that shit happens, how life can be so mean to us and we should just hold on, that after every winter there is spring and all those cliche I could use to make them feel better....They are still not out of it. I mean, what if they do something crazy or really die ?!!!

If we are having problems, even big problems....we should try to figure out ways to tackle them. We shouldn't just go kill ourselves to end it once and for all. We will get rid of our pains, of our misery...but what about the people who love us, who care about us? To hell with those who don't care but at least for the ones who really do. Death is not a solution. Some people say they don't have any choice and it's for everyone's good.

F**k that!

We always have a choice. I say they are just cowards and selfish, who don't have enough strength to face their problems and all they care about is themselves.

I have already lost many loved ones and I don't want anymore.
Guys...just think twice before taking any such decision. Now there you will say I have thought over it for long....You are not thinking, you are just letting your emotions come over your mind.

You know the one similar thing between good times and bad times....?
"Good times end...so do bad times!"

Before taking any step, just for once...think about the ones you love, about the ones who love you and care for you. And ask yourself, "Are you being fair to them?" If you really love them, if they really mean something to you...You won't ditch them just like that.


Take care and think!
That's all I would say for now.

See ya all......and Heather honey, I love you. You really are the best. Glad at least you are out of all this trouble. XO